JACKIE_RUIZ- THAT IS FINE TO FEEL GUILTY BUT DON'T BLAME YOURSELF TOO MUCH. TRY TO READ SOME ARTICLES OR TALK TO YOUR DOCTOR ABOUT WHY IT HAPPENED BECAUSE YOU MAY BE ENLIGHTENED THAT SUCH THING IS NOT REALLY WITHIN YOUR CONTROL. IT WOULD REALLY HELP A LOT.

Hi everyone, I'm back and thanks for the concern MarieLD. I just spared myself from feeling sad of not having heard my baby's heartbeat last month. Now, I heard it at 12 weeks and I am so happy. It was really a magical feeling and I did cry when I heard it. Thank you mothers for your prayers and concern.

That's nice to know durabell. Sometimes talking much about it would make us depressed so what you did was good. Congrats!

I can't even tell if depression is really avoidable. Circumstances would tell if I am really recovering from depression. I don't know if it is over yet.

True because depression comes and goes. It will depend on the kind of day you are in and the things that you are doing.

Nice to read more posts here. I am still struggling for a baby girl. It has been a long time now and my children (2 boys) are also looking forward for it.

I know I am still feeling depressed now. I think I just have to keep letting it out. All I need now is an assurance that I will be able to have a healthy pregnancy and a live baby.

That is a good strategy Perry because it will help you feel better and if you have a person whom you can trust and turn to try to have a quality time with her/ him.