Hey all,

I'm new to this forum so I hope it's ok to start with a post.

I have lost my first two pregnancies with missed miscarriages and have no idea why at this stage, we have to have a third one before tests are done.

I have this horrible deep routed feeling though that this will never happen for us and it's crushing me at the moment. I love my family and friends for being supportive and positive about how it will happen next time but I am wondering if anyone else out there feels the same as me, that it's not going to happen.

I am normally a really positive person and can see the good side in anything but this is beating me and I wondered if anyone else had felt the same way and if so how you deal with it.

Hope someone out there can help.

Love and hugs to all
Rach